Itz over

Yo peeps, Yes!! Finally itz over. Ex Semangat Bersatu 13/2007 is over.Friday we had our finale mission and the whole exercise is delcare closed by the Malaysian Chief of Army.

The week was tirin especially so when there is outfield exercise.Wednesday mornin we moved out for our 3 days 2 nights exercise.I was put under the hot sun for freakin 9 hours and do a block mission.No shade and stuff, just 9 hours under the sun.We almost burnt to dead.Haha..At night, we moved off for our 1st mission.It was a relieve that we travel on our jeep nearer to our block position instead of walkin 15km with our load.But we walked an extra 2km thereafter when one of the vehicle broke down, so we have to dismount and walk.The walk was pretty okay not as bad as the previous ones but we went thur a muddy swamp.Just imagine the mud ground is soft and once i stepped both my leg sank till my knee cap.Plus the load im carryin it pushes me down.It took me quite sometime to get myself out futhermore itz at night and the vegetation is kinda thick cant see much.One of my guy was struck like 40 minutes.The color of our uniform turn from green to white.We looked as if we just went thur war.

The whole exercise was pretty okay.Although tired but itz not as bad as all the previous exercise I went.Itz a amazin experinces i had on this bilteral exercise.The Malaysian's Army was friendly and a bunch of nice person.Their culture durin halts and stuff are different.We had a happy hour yesterday night and guess what??They were as wild as us.Jumpin around when musics are played.Ehmm...So they are leavin on Sunday mornin, and itz marks the end of the whole exchange programme.Many trainings will still come ahead as Evaluation is comin near.

Well, thatz all so far.Howz everyone at work or school this week??Hope you guyz had fun.I had fun outfield too.

Guyz, have a great weekends.My weekend is kinda short because we have to book in tonight to keep the Malaysian's Army company.So ya..Enjoy dude..

Ciaoz

Time flies

Yo peeps, howz everyone out there??This weekend has one way or rather passed very fast maybe itz because of the activities I had this week that makes time flies.

Yesterday went for kayakin.Yes!!Kayakin after a long time.Im still able to do my roll, how amazin.Heehee.Was kinda burnt, i mean sun burnt..My shoulder is pretty warm now and red.As red as a lobster??haha..So spent some quality water time yesterday, guess what??I took a bus from woodlands to changi.Haha.Surprise rite??I actually did that to save the supplementary ticket.The jounery was kinda fast thou because the bus travel on the expressway.=) Reached home about 1730 and doze off till about 2200hrs before goin for dinner.Thatz yesterday..

Today, as usual went for lifesaving course.Wasnt really tough this week.Learnt about resuce and different type of victim.I kinda know it already liked i said i was a SAF lifeguard.Heehee..Lesson ended early today so yup reached home around 1615hrs.Earlier than the usual 1640hrs.Tonight bookin in again, thatz pretty routine thou.Next week will be pretty tirin because we will be havin a 3 day 2 night exercise we the Malaysian Army.Itz from wednesday to Friday, so Monday to Tuesday will be all preparation.Sigh..Will only book out on saturday mornin.

So thatz pretty how time flies for my weekend.Maybe itz all due to my activities and being so shag out.Before all this activities Im already shag out, after goin for it, itz even worse.I had a good night sleep this manner.Machine needs to rest, human brain and body too.I just felt so roasted now because of the burns.

Guyz, howz your weekend??Any interestin stuff to share??Oh ya, I almost met into an accident today.I dont know how it happened.Inches more and we will crash into each other.No idea whose fault it iz.I have to be more careful next time.

Peace to the World

Arrival of Malaysian Army

Yo peeps, howz the week goin??Mine has been pretty hectic because of the arrival of the Malaysian Army on Thursday.So the beginnin of the week is all about preparin our weapon for display.

This week was rather not in the mood to do anythin.After so long, I blew my top and scolded my platoon for not askin permission to do some stuff.I made them be in push up position for a good 20 minutes and I made them book out 2 hours later than the rest of the company.I dont know what got into me but i just blew my freakin top.I finally got a silver for IPPT on Wednesday, haha.Run till like wanna die like that.

Ehmm...so today we had the openin ceremony for the exercise.We had a mini parade and some weapn displayed.The Malaysian Army is indeed different from us.From the way they walk and the foot drills.All of them are quite old, it takes about 10 years to be a sgt in Malaysia while Singapore we only take about 5 months to be a sgt.See the differences??In terms of experinces they are of course better than us.Apart from preparin for their arrival yesterday night went to play soccer.It has been a long time since I lasted kick some balls..Haha...Pretty fun and shag thou, scored some goals.It will be one of our activities every week.At least once a week go kick some balls.

Well, nothin much really happened this week just that it has been a tirin week.Not enough sleep thou.So tonight gonna catch some sleep.

Guyz, have a great weekend

Peace

mood swing

Yo peeps, im really havin a mood swing this 2 days.I have no idea why, something seems to be wrong somewhere.Im tryin to find an answer to my behaviour but i cant.



Today, lifeguard course was alright, pretty shag thou doin the circuit trainin.But oh well therez a price to pay.Im like goin back to camp in 45 minutes time, drag drag drag.Im really gonna drag myself back, i just cant wait for the arrival of December.How I regretted so much to sign on.Sigh..Guess what??Im thinkin again, thinkin about lotz of stuff.Thinkin about not puttin the extra effort in school.I miss school life, i miss every single mintue of school life.Argh, everytime when i think of it i feel like punchin myself.Damn...I hate camp...I hate runnin..I hate paintin my face..I hate carryin heavy load and walkin long distance...How long more do i have to wait??Can someone out there make time flies faster.After a good sleep tonight and im leavin the army.Oh GOD..HELP ME!!Someone SAVE ME!!



I wanna worked very hard in what i wanna do.As in my sports, courses and even studies in due time.Now, im doin scuba divin, kayakin, rock climbin.Soon i will go for wakeboardin course.I know learnin too many skills is not good at times.I dont have the time to enage in all activities.Like my mum said "choose one that i really wanna go into and concentrate, the rest just have a knowledge".My mind is in a whirl now, i dont know what i really want.Every sports that i took is fun thou i cant really find a career out of it.I wanna progress further in lifeguard.I wanna be a lifeguard or a part-time lifeguard.Sigh, i just dont know..So many to choose.Everyone is invitin me to join this and that.Not forgettin i still have my class 4 follow by class 2B soon after.Money, yes i need money.Im savin up money now.Haha..



Next, i cant make up my mind what to study.Aerospace Engineerin, sports managment,Event managment,intergated Logisitcs or hospitality.Mum asked me to study hospitality because of the upcomin IR.But i feel more of wantin to coordinate something.Some big events..Sigh..So many choices.I dont wanna do Business studies because no point.The topic is too wide and needs to keep upgradin to be in business.I dont know..Ehmm, still have 6 months for me to consider.The main goal now is to get out of army, get my class 4 and passed my lifesavin test.Saw the examiner today, damn he look strict.Im gonna clock enough water time and practise every week to make it perfect.

Ehmm, hopefully next week not much of a tough trainin.Should have quite a number of activities comin up if im not wrong.Kayakin on saturday, yeah, been like months since i lasted visited changi..Changi here I come..haha

Guyz, have a great week at work.Im gonna slack whenever i can, escape from whatever task whenever i can.And oh ya...I need to lose weight.Thats one of the goal too...heehee

Ciaoz

area cleanin

Yo peeps, howz the weekend comin??Didnt do anythin much today.went to grandma new house to do some spring cleanin and left for home around 1500hrs.

Im feelin kinda weird this few days, i have no idea why.It seems that im troubled again about lotz of stuff.And the first thing in my mind is my job.I still cant make up my bloody mind to leave in december or March.Can someone tell me??Mum told me to work till school starts but basically everyday im draggin myself out off bed to work.Guess what??im already havin the ORD-ED mood and itz like another half a year to go.I cant go on like that.

Therez like 101 things yet to be done.My mood swing very fast this few days too.I just wanna get out of Army, relax somewhere for some time.Sigh..Never mind about all this, i just have to wait and drag myself to work everyday.what else can i do??Just endure..Ehmm, went rock climbin yesterday evenin followed by a swim til 2030Hrs before headin for some chesse prata and a cup of Teh Terik before home sweet home,pretty beated.Im lookin forward for the class 4 lesson and test.Wanna end it fast so that i can move on to other courses.

Sometimes i wonder.I took up so many courses is it worth it??I called it valued added courses, thou some of it i might need it next time.Itz all a skill, isnt it good to learn a new skill everytime??although itz mostly on sports but i will slowly moved into others technical skills.I wanna learn a new language, maybe Jap, melayu or spanish.=) Oh ya, i have to really starts savin up too.Did i mention it before??Haha...

Okay, next week shouldnt have much task to be done.Hope all the big bosses aint in camp so we can create havoc.Haha...But anyway, who cares even they are in camp we are creatin havoc and worse still slack to the max.Haha!!

Guyz, have a great sunday.Im goin for lifeguard course tomorrow afternoon again.=)

Peace

yoyo

Yo peeps, another week is comin to an end soon.Guess what??This is my 141st post..wow, thatz alot man.Anyway, i dont consider myself as a serious blogger.Just bloggin to kill time sometimes and let out some frustration.Well, lets have some updates from Monday till now.

Was supposed to have outfield but well due to good performances outfield was cancel but trainin still carried on just that we dont have to stay out in the field.Monday mornin was a TEWT exercise which just involved all the commanders.Wasnt really effective thou for my platoon because of our weapon system.We are no ordinary weapon we fight the tanks unlike the rest of Infantry Weapons.At night, we had this so called "route march" from FOFO Hill to FIBUA Area E.Guess whats the distance??I should say itz around say 20+ km.Just imagine again, 20+km at night with my platoon estab.Itz a killer, although for the first say 7km we are walkin on tracks but the remindin was shit.Bashin through vegetation at night and it was freakin dark.Steppin into mud,holes, swamp and a so called "pond" where the water level is till my knee cap.My platoon almost die.Im serious, every single one is strugglin includin me.My back is achin, shoulder is sniff, leg givin way and my brain almost gone blank.Furthermore i got a flu the previous night.Started the walked at 0100hrs and ended at 0830hrs.7 and a half hours thatz how long we took.

Tuesday was basically a rest day after returnin to camp.Wash equipment, clean weapon and stuff.It was a busy 3 days, TEWT, stores, briefin and stuff.Oh ya...the walked was preparin us for the exchange programme with the Malaysian Army.They are gonna walked the same route as us.So today, is TEWT and stuff all over again.Oh ya..I officially had a new member in my team.Actually itz long ago already but well i just have to announce.My operator 2 had been changed to PTE Rishi Boy and driver to LCP Benedict Chan.We are sad to have ex-driver PTE Ang Jian Hui havin to leave Team 4 to become a reserve due to long term injury.i really have to thank him for supportin me and helpin me out throughout the last 1 year, specially Ex.Highnoon.Take care dude.

Okay, so thatz it so far.Nothing really much to say thou.Guess gonna fall sick soon.So weather is not good time to drink more water... =)

Guyz, have a great week.2 more days to the weekend.Ehmm, im on half day off on friday.Or should i say.SUPPORT coy is on half day off on friday.haha...long weekend...

cheers

first day

Yo peeps, itz the first day of a new lifeguard course.How was it??Pretty borin thou because I have went through the lesson before.But well, never mind who asked me to stop halfway.Sigh..

Nothing much happened today, down with a bad flu.Was sneezin all the way durin the lesson.This mornin went to grandma new house at commonwealth.Yes, itz at commonwealth, so damn far.She has sold her 5 room flat next door and got a 1 room flat.I dont understand why she insisted to sell it away.Itz not like there isnt anyone at home to help her out.The reason why we bought side by side is because of convient sake.At least we can look after one another.

Soon, im gonna get a new neighbour.Thatz not a issue, the issue now is we are like gonna see her once a week.Already im only home once a week plus now she stay so far, although i drive itz still not the same.Well, itz already too late.She already had the keys to the new house and she had sold the one here.I wanted to buy it over but i cant.Anyway, we just have to find time to visit her now and then.Just alittle worried for her if she stays alone and so far away.Her hearin iz gettin bad each day, sometimes we even need to shout so that she can hear.Sigh

Anyway, tomorrow back to work again.Shouldnt be that bad.Lookin forward to the weekend again.GOD, i dont know what am i talkin about.

Til then....

Adidos

what a week

Yo peeps, howz it goin??I didnt have the desire to blog in the first place but well, since i have nothing to do and im all alone at home letz just do some updates and rock.

Didnt have the so called outfield this week.Only went out once but also didnt do anythin much, just drivin around, waste time under the hot sun with painted face.So basically the whole week was a drag, drag ourselves out the bed and did nothing the whole day.Next week, outfield is being cancel again.Just need to do 1 overnight route march from Tuas to Sungei Gedong, 15km walk at night.This is to prepare us for the exchange programme with the Malaysian.They will also walked with us durin the grand finale mission.Yesterday, we had a long draggy lecture about the Malaysian's Army.We are trainin with their 1st Malaysia Ranger company.And guess what??We are representin the whole Army, accordin to what the officers said, we are the most senior operational ready battalion so the task was given to us plus we did quite well in Brunei and Taiwan.

Many programmes are comin ahead.We are also goin to Alaska for trainin.Nono, not all of us.Some selected ones.Itz a 3 weeks trainin with the US marines if im not wrong."Exercise Lighting Strike".I dont really wanna go so ya..=) Although, work is kinda slack but there is like so many things to plan and revised.Elvauation i comin in Sept which is like 3 months away.There is still so many programmes, we are involved in some World defences Minster meetin if I dont remember wrongly.We need to host the Malaysian's Army.We need to go Alaska, AHM.Oh No, everything is a killer.Sometimes being the best is not good either.Task will just keep flyin down.

Ehmm, Im finally back into lifeguard course again.After stoppin because of trainin in taiwan im goin back on course.Although i have to start all over again but itz okay, anyway, i kinda know all the stuff because im a SAF certify lifeguard too.Haha...Itz chicken feet man.The SAF course is more tough than the Singapore life-savin society.Next month onwards most of my weekends will be on course.Class 4 practical lesson on Saturday mornin from 8 to 11.Sunday lifeguard course from 1400 to 1600hrs.After all this im goin for wakeboardin and class 2B.Yeah, mum has finally decided to allow me to learn bike.HoHo...Time to saved up money for everything.Not forgettin i still wanna go divin end of the year.

Guyz, have a great weekend.I tried to enjoyed myself at home.

Good day!!

endin leave

Yo peeps, howz the weekend comin??Fast iznt it??So is my leave, last 2 days of my leave before havin to drag myself back to work again plus itz outfield at the start of the week till the end.



I didnt quite understand somethings.Didnt quite get an answer for my questions.What is it that people wants??One minute they were like talkin nicely to you wantin things to be right, the other minute all hell break loose again.Im tired, tired of thinkin, tired of guessin what each and everyone around me wants.Im no wonder man who can solved everythin.Everyone wants a piece of me and what do I have left??I dont quite understand life as a whole.why human are created to go through all the sufferin??If GOD is created to help us then why make us suffer and go through what is said to be part and parcel of life??

I wanna believed in something, believe that HE is really there to answer to our prayer and to guide us through our ups and downs.But NO, till now i still cant, no one has given me the assurance.Im so damn tired about everything.I dont understand why, sometimes people just bear to let things go just because they are angry over somethings.Then in the first place dont starts anything and wantin things to be right.You are wastin your own time.I really hate it when on one side you people want things to be right and on the other you people start bringin up all sort of stuff.If thats the outcome dont make thing right in the first place.Do i deserved such treatment??or should i put it do guyz deserved such treatment??

We have to give in all the time, understand every single cell in your brains and act accordinly??Whats peace and harmony, whatz equality??People said Man and Woman are equal, No i dont think so.There are certain expectations that guyz have to meet if not you just have to lose out to others.Will people even question a woman "hey how come you dont have a job??"No, because on their context woman are housewife and the guy iz suppose to go out slog like hell to get money back for the family.Why must it be that way??Then define "FAMILY"..Does it mean that family only consist the guyz buildin it??or people in the family helpin one another out??I really hate the idea of guyz havin to make the decision all the time, then why brain is given to woman??given to them to tell them how to spent money??quarrel??control their man??

Therez a reason to everythin.People just think that itz so god damn simple, there are much more complex stuff into everythin.Itz not as long as you are comfortable everythin is okay.Itz not as long as you agree to everythin makes people happy.And stop sayin guyz dont know what you woman thinks or wants.You woman dont know what guyz think or wants too.Itz easier to say than done.Itz easy for me to say all this but itz not easy to bring across every single word.Anyway, whether you are good enough for someone is not up to you to decide, you cant judge yourself.Only people who see you knows what kinda person are you.Then again not everyone have the freakin same personality,even our parents who are married for so many years dont have the same personality.

Guyz, sometimes when we look at things we need to look at a bigger picture.Not just to say for the sake of sayin.When you regret it will be too late.If you decided to make things right then keep that in mind, make it right all the way.And not halfway tryin to pull things down again, then whats the point??

cheers