Fine

Yo peeps...itz been some time again.Slack week at work thou but i didnt quite enjoy myself.My mood wasnt really good at all.Many things had happened, luck isnt on my side.

So Monday was the last 3 days of the ATGM course.Had a 600m run with 2 missile completin within 5 minutes plus settin up.Was quite a killer, many didnt make it but well it tested our endurance.Tuesday was the graduation session, finally itz over.The course has come to an end.Knew quite a number of new friends from 1 SIR and CRF.Not forgetin the operator from 1 guards and 42 SAR who are in my team and fight the mission with me.They are a interestin bunch of operator.Tuesday also mark the day when I have to attend court session.So reached about 1750 hrs with mum and dad.There was alot of people around, so just imagine how many people the traffic police booked each day.So I was fine 1k, the maximum fine was 5K.So i count myself lucky not havin to pay 5K.

Anyway, now im into another case.Now, I have to face the SAF punishment.Well, itz the new directive that if a regular is charge in court they have to face a punishment in the SAF too.And guess what my punishment is to be discharge from SAF in another words my contract is being terminated.Well, now HQ is fightin the case for me but well im mentally prepared.So far 2 person was chop already.

Another unlucky stuff that happened to me this week was i so called met with "2 accidents"..I donno how it happened but what i know is my car is full of wounded scar.I need to spent money again gettin it fix.Plus havin to pay the other party.Damn..Well, im sure the second accident wasnt my fault.Never mind about that, luck is just isnt with me.

Whats wrong with me.Nothing seems right.One problem after another.Im just so tired thinkin what will happened next and my financial statues.Money is just keep goin out and not comin in.Damn...something must be done before itz too late.I have to plan what I wanna do if my contract is bing terminated.Lotz of stuff in my mind and i cant handle it.This is the first time I felt so lost and stress up.I must get everything back to normal and stablize it.This cant happened to my life.

Guyz, how was your week??was this all about retribuation??or was all this a curse.Really, nothing seem to be correct.I cant stop it from happenin.Im really piss off with what is happenin to my life now.This is not what I want.DAMN....God, what is happenin.Are you tryin to play with me??Im game for it for i believe in myself and no one else...

Cheers

wat a life

yo peeps...hows your weekend comin along??I know itz being weird updatin my blog now as i dont update at all nowaday.Well, never mind who cares.Haha...This blog is mine and i will update it whatever and whenever I want. =)

So, nothing muc happened today.Just drivin around to get something here and there.This month expenses iz alittle too high.Over the limit that I set for myself.Meanin next month I have to start savin again.Heehee...

Well, seem like certain things is goin on well for certain people.I dont have to elaborate much and i dont wish to.Whats the point dude??Ehmm....today is Mum's Birthday.Heehee...so as usual went for dinner as a form of celebration.Went to Orchard Shoppin centre "sakura"...and now im sittin infront of my computer updatin this thingy before leavin for camp. duh~

Saw someone just now.Someone whom I have not met for a year i guess.I dont know if itz a good sign or what.Well, i didnt go up and say 'hello' to that particular person.I dont even if that particular person saw me.But again who cares.Maybe itz fated, but i dont know.But well, itz over already so no point thinkin about it.

So next week trainin programme im not that sure yet.Or should I say i dont even care??haha...ACT BLUR LIVE LONGER...haha

Guyz, hve a great day at work.Slack more man.Dont do extra stuff if you are not paid to do so...haha....take care peeps....

Cheers

what??

Yo peeps...this is my 76th post so far and yet i still cant figure out what to blog about.So I hvae decided to update alittle on what I hvae done the past few days.

Finally, i got a Itrip for myself thou my mum bought it.Haha..It had come in handy for the past few days when I drove.Im gettin sick with what is being played on the radio station.Anyway, work or rather trainin has been hectic and tired.Monday Live firin, followed by Tuesday to Friday outfield trainin.At least for now I know that its not easy to be ATGM commander.Havin to walk long distance and carryin heavy loads plus motivatin your men.Itz not easy.

Well, many things have happened.Commanders not happy with the course warrent, instructor and course commander.Monday we will be settin up shop and have a debate with them.Although, the course is comin to an end but we still need to voice out our views.

So, 3 more days to the court hearin.What would the verdict be??Im not sure, nobody knows as different case different verdict.But well, im not worried.Whats done is done i cant do anything.Haha.

Tomorrow is sunday, another week have just past.Im wonderin if I should set new goals for myself.Oh ya, last sunday when for kayakin trainin.It was fun and tirin thou.At least i still manage to do my 'roll'...yeah..I have just sign up for the 'President Challange' where I need to kayak the disable kids around Jurong lake or East Coast.Itz held on 2 sept.Still long way to go, i guess itz a big event as they need 120 kayakers.Heehee...lookin forward to it

Guys, have a great weekend.I need lotz of rest to replenish what I have lost.But still no matter how long i sleep i will still feel tired.

Cheers

Happy Birthday

Yo peeps..how are you guyz doin??Itz been 1 week since I last updated.=)

Happy Birthday to myself.22 years old already.WTH...time pass so fast.Just dont understand why people like to celebrate birthday.I just hate celebratin birthday and i dont see the need to.NVM about that.

So whats with work lately??As usual, trainin and lotz of trainin plus test.Monday will be Milan Live firing plus 4 days of outfield trainin at Lim Chu Kang.haha.2 more weeks to course graduation.Isnt it fast??Ehmm....i donno what else to blog about.Well, thanks to all who wished me well-wishes.Thanks guyz.Anyway, there iz another reason why i dont like celebratin my birthday.Im not goin to tell the whole world.No point.

Well well, i really dont know what to write anymore.Im damn tired.Need some sleep man.

Guyz, enjoy your weekend as usual.Hae fun

Cheers

long time

Yo peeps...so itz been 2 weeks since this damn borin thingy is being used.Busy, tired and confusion is what is goin on in my life.

3 weeks into the course.So far 4 tests.3 written, 1 practical.No idea how I fare and I couldnt be bother.Milan written test whole course failed that was the update from Warrant Raj.He is just another fatherly guy with all his lame jokes.Anyway, course so far was still bearable.Lots of CAI lessons but finally itz over.Everyday will be practical and nothing else, let alone the tests.I realise I have been likin these course so much that I didnt wanna return back to my parent unit.Damn, lotz of stress and makin my blood boils whenever I step into camp.Havin to think about what have the men done to make you so fed up really pissed me off.

2 more weeks or so will be the end of the course.Pretty fast huh??Well, there is alwayz an end to something when you just started to have fun.I need some relaxation again, away from work, away from regimentation, away from uniform and SAR 21.I need to go through some Civilian Conversion Course.To be a full pledge civilian once again.I envy those guyz of my age walkin along the road freely.Not havin to worry about the time they need to return camp or even their beeper ringin.No recalls, no one to bother you about he reportin sick and not returnin to camp.Fear about IPPT and SOC.Damn, what kinda life im goin through man.I felt so sad for myself sometimes that I wanna run away.

Im damn tired.I need to take a break man.Need some well-deserved sleep.Well, something that I dont understand..why some unit regulars get to stay out when I need to stay in??It so damn unfair.Im really piss by this kinda system that is goin on in the SAF.

Well, i guess im just thinkin too much or im just too tired that i got so pissed..

Guyz, have a great weekend..

Cheers