1 more week

Hi guys...itz been some time since I last blog i suppose.Howz everyone out there??Life has been pretty much the same till now, a routine life.

Result of the evaluation is out.We didnt do that well thou, im not gonna explain what went wrong because it will gonna be a long draggy post.Anyway, im currently busy throughout my weekends at least till march.I have started Powered Pleasure craft Driving lesson today.What is this??Itz actually a course teaching us how to drive a boat.Im also starting on my lifesaving Bronze cross next Saturday at Pasir Ris beach.This award actually trained me to save people out in the sea.Haha..At the same time, im also starting diving "Dive control Specialist". Yes..it seems like lots of courses but well since half of the troopers gonna ORD in Feb 6 and 7 means that im gonna have more free time to do all this courses.Duties is out till march and I have manage to push away all the weekends duties, that explain why im able to do all this.Even thou diving lesson is during weekdays evening but still the time slots are pretty packed.

Guess what??I have applied for school today.Yes, after much consideration, I have intended to studied once again, donin the school uniform and once again step into a student life.I have opted to do Sport management, event managment and Hospitality operations <---this is the choices in order. Although i was given 12 choices but i only choose 3, im not quite into the rest so whats the point of choosing.Anyway, i made another application under the special admission exercise, went down to ITE Simei for the sports management application.Was kinda told that this course is under the SAE.Yup, so now waiting for the interview.Well..I kinda like the Simei campus, its huge and poly like..damn..I almost got lost...haha..Anyway, if everything goes well school gonna start on 14 April. This means i wont be goin Brunei for my jungle confidence course.Haha!!

Oh ya...not forgettin something.Im goin divin in march..haha!!I wanna start workin part time as a lifeguard too.Or rather i must say moonlightin, im not suppose to work part time because im a regular even thou Im out studyin.Need to earn some extra cash to substain my car, courses and other stuff.

Anyway, nothing much really happened.Didnt really have a smooth week in camp this 2 weeks.People are gettin emo without any reason and of course that include me.Haha!!I just cant wait for the men to ORD and school startin so i can at least get out of the army for 2 years, no regimentation, no routine and do what i wanna do.

Guyz, have a great weekend.Im kinda havin a great one because im on course this 2 weekends but the theory is killing me.Im gonna get used to it and stop complainin because school is gonna be this way too.Heehee!!Think positive.Happy a day, sad also a day.Why not pass the day happily??

Cheers..

God bless each and everyone out there!!

Post ATEC

Hello Hello...2 weeks plus into the new year had just passed.See how fast time flies.Many things had happened in this 2 weeks of the year.Happy and unhappy stuff, will it be a good year ahead eventually??

ATEC evaluation had finally come to an end on Thursday night.The battalion was turn out on Monday morning to receive the warnin orders for our very first mission.What we have gone through in 2 years has finally come to put to the test.A 4 days 3 nights evaluation, sleepin out in the field, shagness, unhappiness, conflicts, lost of soldiers durin battle, the final battle.All happened in this 4 days.My platoon didnt really do that well for the first mission I must say.We failed the first mission, we didnt manage to hit any tanks and allow the emenies to re-enforce the fight.We lost half of our troops durin the battle and im killed too due to the back blast of our missile.Our second mission was just fine I guess.Everyone in the platoon put in alot of effort.We were shag by then, at least for my team.We needed to close in nearer to the enemy to destory them but it didnt work.Most of our movement were at night until the next day mornin, thats explain why we were shag.The good thing about the whole mission was we didnt walked with the missile.We took our jeeps from day 1 to day 4 for all the mission.Although it might seem pretty relax but the long wait for enemy, the night movement, the 2 days of rain, being wet, hungry and the paint on our faces did make us de-moralize.

Anyway, the ATEC marks almost to the end of their national services.Although till now we dont know the result but i hope it will turn out fine.Every men in the battalion put in alot of effort.Soldiers endure the pain and the shagness to complete the mssion.Just hope that the result turn out fine!!

Ehmm...Enough about the evaluation.Shouldnt say much about it.This few days i have been thinkin quite abit durin my rest time out in the field.Theres something i wanna do but im not sure if i should.Yes..Im afraid of failure at this point of time in my life.I cant accept failure for now.I guess thats human, want something but on the other hand scared not being able to achieve it.Sigh..Ehmm...Dad met with an accident yesterday on CTE.Good thing he is fine but his car was badly damage.Heard that the biker just rammed into his car when enterin the freeway.I guess the biker is fallin asleep and didnt notice that my dad's car was actually stationary as there was a jammed.So now his car is in the workshop while the biker's insurance company gave my dad another car to drive at the moment till his car is ready.

Today is a Saturday and i guess im gonna stay home the whole day.I realize that i hate goin out nowadays, hate goin shoppin mall, hate places where are crowded so i rather stayed at home.haha..Weird people, weird thinkin!!

Err...i suppose this should be all at the moment.I lazy to type and think what I wanna write.Haha..I wanna buy a new camera for divin.Need to save money...haha...and i also need to save up for school..haha..i also need to save up for my car..haha..i wanna work as a lifeguard and dive instructor...haha...im crappin..

Godspeed!!

New Year

Happy New Year!! Yes...Itz the first post of the year, wheres the last??I was just too lazy to blog thou.Anyway, the year didnt ended well and of course needless to say it didnt even started well.

Anyway, heres some updates.I have come to realize not to make any new year resolution because no one actually keeps to it.I seen my last year resolution, i kinda didnt fulfill much of it although some was way beyond what I expected.But oh well, i realize resolution are all bull shit.Lets look back at 2007, achieved my lifesaving certification, got my dive trip, achieved Rescue diver certification and the unwanted promotion.2007 gave me lots of uncomfortable moments, happy or sad.But most of the time confused moments.Confused about certain things that I have to decide and makin people realize what my thinkin is.Come 2008, this is not gonna happened.Im not gonna waste time explainin to people my acts. im not gonna waste time explainin to peopl what im thinkin because in the end itz back to sqaure ones again.So why waste my brain cell and squeeze my juice dry??

2008 is gonna be another turnin point in my life again.Studies, work or continue servin the nation.Ya Ya, I have not really make up my damn freakin mind because seriously i need the job to give me my monthly pay.I have dive trips comin up in march, i have another diving course comin up in end of Jan.I have powered pleasure craft course comin up in Jan too and i have windsurfin course comin up in Feb.See..money is what is holdin me back.Come to think again it all brings back to why the hell i sign on??Damn, last week i almost died at the the route march again.My knee cap is totally damage by Army.I cant walk long distance anymore it will hurt and i will have to limp for at least 2 days.Even if im out shoppin i cant walked too long.Damn shitty isnt it??Anyway, i have like 2 more weeks to decide on my turnin point.

I came across a blog today.This lady wrote about havin friends in bigger group or just 2 from the group.I suppose havin a bigger groups of friends isnt that good afterall.Because conflict of disagreement will occur whereas havin 1 or 2 best friends is better.Easier to share ideas and stuff.I looked into my friendster i have 178 friends and out of this 178 i only kinda talk to about 10 of them.So where does the 168 goes to??I dont know, i dont even know what they are doin now.Then again I looked into my MSN, i have 89 contacts but i only chat with like 6 of them.Where the 83 of them went??I dont know, they seems to be online but we just dont talk to each other.How weird isnt it??Ehmm...so whats the point of havin so much friends??

Haha...what a crappy post i have made on the first day of the year.But i dont care, do i even have to bother if its even the first day or the last day of the year.Doesnt mean you start the first day of the year good the rest of the 364 days will turn out smoothly.It will never happened.Resolution and wishes are made for the sake of makin.

Ciao