endin leave

Yo peeps, howz the weekend comin??Fast iznt it??So is my leave, last 2 days of my leave before havin to drag myself back to work again plus itz outfield at the start of the week till the end.



I didnt quite understand somethings.Didnt quite get an answer for my questions.What is it that people wants??One minute they were like talkin nicely to you wantin things to be right, the other minute all hell break loose again.Im tired, tired of thinkin, tired of guessin what each and everyone around me wants.Im no wonder man who can solved everythin.Everyone wants a piece of me and what do I have left??I dont quite understand life as a whole.why human are created to go through all the sufferin??If GOD is created to help us then why make us suffer and go through what is said to be part and parcel of life??

I wanna believed in something, believe that HE is really there to answer to our prayer and to guide us through our ups and downs.But NO, till now i still cant, no one has given me the assurance.Im so damn tired about everything.I dont understand why, sometimes people just bear to let things go just because they are angry over somethings.Then in the first place dont starts anything and wantin things to be right.You are wastin your own time.I really hate it when on one side you people want things to be right and on the other you people start bringin up all sort of stuff.If thats the outcome dont make thing right in the first place.Do i deserved such treatment??or should i put it do guyz deserved such treatment??

We have to give in all the time, understand every single cell in your brains and act accordinly??Whats peace and harmony, whatz equality??People said Man and Woman are equal, No i dont think so.There are certain expectations that guyz have to meet if not you just have to lose out to others.Will people even question a woman "hey how come you dont have a job??"No, because on their context woman are housewife and the guy iz suppose to go out slog like hell to get money back for the family.Why must it be that way??Then define "FAMILY"..Does it mean that family only consist the guyz buildin it??or people in the family helpin one another out??I really hate the idea of guyz havin to make the decision all the time, then why brain is given to woman??given to them to tell them how to spent money??quarrel??control their man??

Therez a reason to everythin.People just think that itz so god damn simple, there are much more complex stuff into everythin.Itz not as long as you are comfortable everythin is okay.Itz not as long as you agree to everythin makes people happy.And stop sayin guyz dont know what you woman thinks or wants.You woman dont know what guyz think or wants too.Itz easier to say than done.Itz easy for me to say all this but itz not easy to bring across every single word.Anyway, whether you are good enough for someone is not up to you to decide, you cant judge yourself.Only people who see you knows what kinda person are you.Then again not everyone have the freakin same personality,even our parents who are married for so many years dont have the same personality.

Guyz, sometimes when we look at things we need to look at a bigger picture.Not just to say for the sake of sayin.When you regret it will be too late.If you decided to make things right then keep that in mind, make it right all the way.And not halfway tryin to pull things down again, then whats the point??

cheers