Friday, June 23, 2006

ATGM course

Yo peeps..Itz been quite sometime since i last updated.Some might be wonderin why??Well, actually itz not that long.Only for a week only..heehee..okay, here it goes.

Monday was kinda a busy day or rather the whole week was busy.The men posted in on Monday and many things to be done.Worse still when we got a shock that all of them fail IPPT.How man??How am I gonna train them??Zero chin up.3 months in BMT and stil zero.God, itz really tough.So first day gave them some foot drills, made them march round the parade square and stuff.The platoon discipline is gettin there as for now.But i wont know what will happen one month later.

So Thursday went for ATGM commander course at School of Infantry Weapon at Pasir Laba Camp.The trainin programme really sucks.Every week 2 theory test not includin practical test.Wow, im gonna start muggin again after 4 years of not readin up books.Although once in awhile there is some test for the commanders but stil itz not as bad as these.First lesson of the day I almost fall asleep.Cant fight the ZzZz monster.Okay, seriously im really tired this week.Not enough sleep, havin to wake up early in the mornin to bring the guyz for run and PT plus all the things that i have to do to prepare for the course and the discipline of the platoon.You must be wonderin what my Platoon Sgt must be doin..Well, I donno too.All the commanders are wore out especially my platoon.Even now when we are on course, we are worryin how our Platoon Sgt will turn the men to.The discipline we instill for the first 3 days will it be ruin by him??Im not sayin that he sucks but sometimes he just dont do his job.

Well, but now I just dont wanna care too much.Im just too tired.Body achin and stuff.Im just to wore this week.Too many things to do and think about.Next Tuesday there will be a tactics test and my mind is in a blank.Just too tired to think about anythin.I just wanna sleep.Catch back all the sleep that i have miss.My body need a break.

Guyz, howz your week??Anyone is as tired as me??I hope not..Enjoy you weekend.I gonna fall asleep anytime, just too tired.

Cheers

Sunday, June 18, 2006

Pulau Dayang

Yo peeps...Im finally back from my dive trip to Pulau Dayang(Malaysia).Here is the overview of the dive.

Met up the dive team on 15 Jun at 0700 hrs at Woodlands old macdonald.Board the combi and headed towards the custom.Everythin was smooth, no jam and stuff.Before gettin to Dayang we need to transit at Mersing.Itz a 2 hrs ride from JB to Mersing and a 4 hr boat ride from Mersing to Dayang.About 25 of us went.So we reached Dayang around 1450hrs.The place is a isolated island off west Malaysia.Pulau Aur is opposite Dayang and tioman is before Dayang.haha..confused??Itz not really a resort type of place.To me itz more like a Kampong.Comman toilet to share.No electricity from 7am to 6pm.The electricity ran from generator.Water must be conserve, no hot water, no reception basically nothing at all.

So the dive was fine.First ever overseas dive.Went with a group of experince diver.Learnt alot from them.Did a total of 9 dives.2 night dives, 7 day dives.There are many dive site there most of it quite nice.Beautiful corals, fishes(Clown fish, louhan, etc)turtle and lobster.The last second dive we saw a school of louhan the size of a printer.Thatz how big the fishes are there.We were hopin to see some baby sharks but no luck.Overall, the dive was pretty fun thou the livin standard is kinda low but if you wanna get away from your busy life that is a place to go.No one to disturb you plus we get to see all the beautiful marine life.

Well, but honestly.Itz a high cost sports, the equipment is expensive and stuff but itz all worth it.You really have to love the underwater life to appreciate divin.The folks there was so engross with all the fishes.Itz just so fun.

Im lookin forward for more dive trips with experince diver or maybe the same dive team.The uncle is just so full of humor.Entertainin us throughout the last night there.With their shared experinces in divin, the places they went and their story at work.Well, most of them are SAF regular too, they are in the Navy.Im the only one in the Army.Haha...Got disturb by them..haha

Guyz, try divin.Itz really fun.The relaxtion and enjoyment you get end of the day is great.You will also learnt more things and know more people too.Tomorrow back to work again.Damn

Cheers

Monday, June 12, 2006

leave

yo peeps...so it has been sometimes since i last updated.Been busy and rather lazy to update.

So itz the battalion block leave now.Everyone is on leave doin their own stuff.Im on leave too.Haha..Okay, so what have i been up to.Im currently preparin my equipment on the upcomin Pulau Dayang dive trip off West Malaysia.Will be goin with my cousin and the dive team.Itz the first time so far we went overseas for dive.Ehmm...will be doin it regularly now because we wann be a dive master.Anyone wanna join us??Well, we are hopin to know more divers so we can organise our own trip.Anyway, i will be out of town from this comin Thursday 0700 hrs to this comin Sunday 2100hrs.Itz gonna be tirin thou, havin to work on Monday again straight after the dive plus i have to conduct lesson.Damn.I need a break.

I love being on long leave as i can be a civilian again.Itz been quite sometimes since i stayed at home for 1 whole week.I really wanna go back to a civilian life.No control, do what i wanna do.Eat, sleep, shit at whatever time i want.Well, i should just dream on.It wont come true just as yet.

I have realize that i love watchin cartoons alot.Damn, am i goin to be a kid again??cartoons are just so interestin.Gosh, im crappin.Somebody stop me.

Ehmm...so nothing much else to say.Tomorrow will be goin back camp for duty and bookin out on wednesday mornin.sigh.So troublesome.Anyway peeps.IM ON LEAVE...haha

Guyz, have a great week.Once again IM ON LEAVE...haha...lame

cheers

Sunday, June 04, 2006

thank you

It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words tonight
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me
I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words tonight
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

Saturday, June 03, 2006

wa

yo peeps..so itz the first post of the month.I just dont understand what can i blog about.Life is startin to become meaningless.Haha

So today nothing much happened.Just a long borin day.Went to Tommy's house for house warmin.He just shifted to Bedok.Took me quite some time to find the place because i wasnt really sure about the area.Saw some of my ex-commanders.Chatted with him and see how they were doin.Glad that most of them are gettin along fine.

The Court letter is finally here.I will have to attend court hearin on the 25 july at 1800hrs.Havin mixed feelings now.Dont know whatz the outcome to be, just hope that it wont be that harsh.Im prepared for everything.Whatz done iz done.I cant unfold anything or pretend nothing happened.

Work this week have been really hectic.Lotz of stuff to do, preparin for the POP parade this comin wednesday evenin.Still have some paintin to do.Havnt been gettin enough sleep this few days.Runs follow by work till late at night and wakin up early the next day.Im lookin forward to the Dayang dive trip.Itz only the time when i get to relax and forget about work.Been really stress up, i dont know why.

Have you ever realize about what are you goin through exactly??what will your life be 5 years down the road??Have you ever regretted something that you do??Or have you ever realize what or who causes all the problems that you are facin??

Had a chat with one of my buddy who is leavin the armed forces end of this month.He asked me if i have any job to recommand.I thought for awhile and reply NO.We both agree people like us with no certificates how to fnd a job outside??was it a wrong choice to sign on??besides we are only 22..what can we do without qualification and experinces??Itz gonna be a major problem for me too.

Guyz, Jobs are gettin harder now.Competition everywhere.Even SAF iz competing.A dork like me will bring me nowhere in the society.People just look down on you.Thatz the fact and we have to face it.Nobody is givin you the second chance but the stare.Life sucks..Have a great weekend..For those who can study...study hard...

cheers