Nights off

Today marks the last day of February.28 days had past just like that, in a split seconds.2nd month into 2006.How was it so far??

Having nights off at the moment till 2300hrs.Today, had a number of things to do as CO is walking the whole battalion.So we have cleaning and packing to do.He didnt comment much thou just that we are to watch out the safety aspect on how the stores were place.Started the day with a pretty long briefing.A brief about Singapore 2006 which will be happening in September.Some 184 countries will be coming to Singapore for a World Bank meeting held at Suntec city.Nothing much really happened today just that its a tiring day full of cleaning up and climbing up the stairs.

Im wondering whats the next task.Oh ya..i was task to do a banner 10 by 10 man..Its a very big banner which will include a company logo and motto plus 5 platoon logo and motto.Its a challenge to me as its not easy to design and draw on a 10 by 10 banner.Tomorrow will be the starting of a new month.Whats in place for everyone??No public holidays till April, meaning we have to keep working and working man.Well, thats life of every Singaporean.haha

Guys, start planning for March.When to take off/leave and when to slack.Tell a lie to your boss and get a day off just to relax yourself.We need to chille man.Even robots need rest.haha..crap..I just realize im just crapping so much this few days.Im going insane.Somebody save me. =)

Cheers

Finally its over

Finally, duathlon is over.All the runs and cycling have finally come to an end.It was a tiring race indeed.Its all in your mind.

The day starts like this.Woke up at 0500hrs in the morning.Was late actually but manage to be on time, went for a quite breakfast but it wasnt that nice.Left camp at 0600hrs, drove all the way there with a sleepy mind.Reach like 0640hrs, waited for the rest of the commanders to reach by bus.Went to the bicycle shop and took the bicycle, check and get everything ready.I pity the uncle and aunty, got to wake up so early for us.Sorry.

The race kicked off at 0930hrs.First was the 10km run, was pretty okay compared to the training that we have.Completed the run in 55 minutes, went into transition for the 36km cycle.Was kinda de-moralize, my brain was tired and im dehydrated.The first 2 leg was fine but once I go into the 3rd leg my leg wasnt listening to me.Im really suffering from dehydration.My throat is dry, my mouth is dry.Really couldnt take it.After cycling for 36km went into the last 5km run.Wow..the run was like forever.Never ending.cramps and aching is everywhere.My knee is giving way.Anyway, manage to complete the whole race.No, since the duathlon is over i can rest my mind.But whats next??The IPPT which is coming in 2 months time, meaning training again plus the swimming heat im having next month.Its pretty taxing.I dont wanna take part in the swimming heats but i have no choice.I have to go.

I learnt something from today duathlon.How tough it is and how we should train or keep fit.Its not a matter of winning the race but completing it with your personal best.Through this race we could gauge how well our endurance are, how much we could push ourself.Yes, its in your mind.several time when i wanna give up i think about why i wanna join this event.Maybe its to test my endurance and how strong i am.But also to set a personal timing.To me, winning or not is not a problem.This is the first time i took part in this event i just wanna gain the experince.Whether anot i will take part in this kinda event again that is a question mark.

I feel that we really need the support and motivation from your love ones to cheer you on.Sometimes at a certain point of the race we just need to hear the voice of your love ones calling for you to push on.Well, overall its a good race.

Guys, have you took part in such event before??How does it feel??Tired, mentally and physically tired...ehmm...congrats to all the winners and the participant of the duathlon.We had a great race today and everyone is putting in alot of effort.Especially, the commanders of 4 SIR 12th mono..We have met our objective.To complete the race and built Espirit De Corp.All the way commanders.

Towards Greater Heights

Cheers

Tired week

Finally im out of camp, out of work.Itz been pretty a hectic week.Slept late and wake up early.Task that will never be completed.

Started the week with a 3 days course at Khatib Camp.The camp where I was when I first wear the military uniform.The camp changes alot, getting nicer and well it always have the slack feelings..haha..Well, when there for the SAF revised physical training course.New pyhsical training, new warm up/cool down and also new term to call the exercises.It was tiring, no doubts about it.The course started at 0800hrs and ended at 1800hrs.The worse thing is that after going back camp we still got to clean up the bunks, shift the beds and cupboards.

Its been a long week, everyone should agree to it.Endless task given to each and everyone.Duties plus course plus shifting.This is just the start.Very soon we would have to carry 160 new cupboards up 4th level.Wow..and guess what??we only have 17 commanders.Can u imagine the workload??

Dualthon is coming.This coming sunday.Im really not ready yet.I dont know if i could go on man.Im pretty worn out this week.No energy, no life.I need to recharge my battery to carry on the week.Well...i will just try my best to run and cycle.Oh ya...my OC selected me to go for a swimming heats.I think itz a inter-formation or inter-divison kinda thingy.Im doing 50m front crawl and 100m front crawl.The heats is on 23 March..I gotta start training man.

Guys, how was your week??Does anyone have a hectic week like mine??All the commanders are like half-dead already.Well...its time to enjoy our weekend thou.Forget about what had happened at work or school.Its time to relax.Have fun dudes

Cheers

week ended

Another week has come to an end.Tomorrow will be a new week a new day again.How was your week guys??

Came back this morning after doing duty yesterday.First time doing duty in Lim Chu Lang camp.Tuesday will be my next duty.Well...The duty was kinda slack thou having so much books to sign and stuff.But time indeed pass very fast.More and more tasks are coming up.Damn.Its never ending.Anyway, tomorrow there will be some revised physical training lesson in Khatib Camp i guess, its for 3 days man.

Dualthon is coming.These sunday, pretty fast huh.10km run 36km cycle 5km run again.Am I ready for the event??I dont think so.Been tired lately, really tired.Furthermore next week im doing 2 duties plus all the task that i have to complete.I have to come up a script for the new intake in March to introducted the camp to the parents.I have to read up the history of LIm chu Kang camp and even more 4 SIR.

Guys, Have you ever wonder why do we work so hard??Whats the point of working so hard and achieve nothing in return.I just wanna quit, slack for a few months and start all over again.But i cant.I have lots of bills to pay.I have to support my car.Thou, the salary is good but the working environment is getting worse.Everyone is selfish and they think of themselves.Somebody kill them man.Well...Have a great week ahead.Enjoy and have fun

Cheers

back

Okay...back from the one day course.Finally, the work week has come to an end.Tomorrow will be a wonderful weekday for all.But well, im on duty.

Its been a tough day.Trying very hard to fight the ZzZz monster and almost lose the battle.Was really very sleepy and wasnt feeling that well.Didnt had lunch today because wasnt really hungry and im sick of all the food im seeing.Same again, the parking fee was expensive.Anyway, the course was pretty enriching,learnt how to understand certain people personality.Something very special and how can we deal with them.Other then these topic the rest i forgot.

After the course, drove to queensway to buy some stuff.Went there alone.Walk a few shops got the stuff and went off.Didnt wanna stay long as there is nothing much i wanna see other than the stuff i wanna buy.Thereafter, went to causeway point and get some toiletries.

All the bills are coming in again.The car loan bills, insurance bills and so on.Now im cracking my brain how to settleall this bills.I wasnt suppose to pay for the car loan bills this month as it was paid already but well the second payment bill is here.Ehmm...well...got to sort out the bills soon.

Guys, how was your work week??Hope everything is fine..Im going back to camp soon.Nothing much to do at home.Have a great weekend.Enjoy yourself and take care

Cheers

Back from work

Argh...Finally the day has ended.Did a couple of things these few days thou.Rather busy, lots of task, lots to do.

Had our last Dualthon training at East Coast today.Everyone was tired after Tuesday training and wednesday work.The whole of Alpha company didnt turn up due to guard duty.So basically we only have Bravo, Charlie, Support and Battalion HQ. Most of us didnt put in our 100% effort to run and cycle.Seriously our leg is giving way, most of us end up walking.Damn. We are humans too.How to recover within 1 day plus all the shit work we have to do.

These few days, bust cleaning up the company line and doing up the certain things given by encik.First was the notice board follow by the safety banner.Finished drawing and painting one today, one more banner to go.Tomorrow will be going for some 'team leader' course again.Thou its only one day but im dead beaten.Im freaking tired today.Saturday doing guard duty.The whole of next week will be pack too.Runs and duty on the same day.Sigh.Well...Life still goes on.

Something pretty strike my mind today.Why am I thinking differently from others??Is it because of the way im brought up or the people i mixed with??Anyway, im trying to think about the same as others but it will take time to change.i dont see why i cant think the way im thinking.I just wanna be different from others.Isnt it bored to have everyone thinking the same way??c'mon man, have some life, sometimes we need to be different.Its like why some people perfer drinking coffee without milk and people who likes drinking coffee with milk.

Guys, how was your week so far??Mine was indeed hectic but well enjoyable.Crack a few jokes with the commanders and encik.Well..its good to work with people who are fun and childish at times.It makes your work more relaxing and enjoyable.

Cheers

headache

Happy valentine's Day to all couple.Hows your day??Had my second dualthon training today.8km run 24km cycle follow by 3 km run again.Im suffering from serious headache now.Just wanna go back camp and sleep dont wanna stay at home.My sister is giving me headache.

Today training is quite okay.Went from camp instead from home.Thou, no cramps today but everyone was like tired.Tired training for the Dualthon.I feel like giving up at some point of time.But well, i completed the whole thingy.

Today is valentine's day.Ehmm...wanted to like celebrate it but well time constraint.Its okay, got to be understanding.sometimes, at certain point of time there is commitments that we have to attend to.Pretty disappointing thou but well look on the brighter side.

Guys, hope you have a enjoyable valentine's day.I guess im going to make my way back to camp.Have a great time and have fun.

Cheers

In pain

*Argh* Im in pain man.Terribly in pain.Went for Duathlon training today.The weather was fine but just before falling out the downpour came.

Today went for my first ever Duathlon training.7km run, 30km cycle follow by 3 km run.The first 7km run was actually fine follow by the cycle.The first 15km cycle was just okay.Normal cycling at my own pace.When the distance gets longer, the leg gets heavier.After the cycle, i was getting ready for the run.My leg is indeed not listening to me.It felt numb, i cant feel anything.After running for about 300m, the pain sets in...Both my leg went numb nd cramp.Just imagine, running with both leg cramp.The feeling is unbearable but i have to push on i told myself.

At the end point, i broke down.I couldnt walk.I just felt the pain unbearable.This is the first time such pain came into me.I couldnt even sit or bend down.Just standing there supporting myself on the table.It was only after half an hour the numb went away.The pain is still there thou.

I cant imagine how am I gonna do on the actual day itself.10Km run 36km cycle 5km run again.I need alot of motivation and support to go on.My mind just went blank.16 more days to the actual day.Still have 2 more trainings to go.I will push on to my limits.Everyday im running like crazy, training like hell.


Guys,Dualthon is really a killer man.Maybe im not condition enough.Need more training.Tomorrow is the weekend.Hope you guys enjoy yours.I guess i will just be sitting at home.

cheers

sigh

Sigh...what should i blog today??Feeling kinda down these 2 days.Kinda feel screw up.what the hell is wrong with me??

Finally went back to work on Wendesday to find that i have nothing to do.Im basically slacking the whole day lying down on my bed and do nothing.Today was the same thing, doing nothing at all.Tomorrow there will be a Duathlon training.My first training so far, had miss a couple of runs and cycles but oh well life still go on.

Actually, i have nothing much to say or rather i dont wanna say anything.I feel so shitty.Damn.something is wrong with me, terribly wrong.Im going crazy.Im bad, i must learn to be flexible and also to compromise.

So be it, i cant do anything.You have your goals to meet your objective.I cant stop you and i dont wanna stop you.Dont make changes to your goals because of somebody.Studies is still top on the list others can wait.

Guys, have you ever feel shitty??feel lonely like no one is around you??Damn.I hate it...

cheers

president

*yawn* Another day had passed just like that.Today is the last day of the coaching course.Finally, its over.The course is okay but whats killing me is the amount of money i had to spend on the parking.Never mind, itz over.

Just a normal day today, was supposed to pick up my friend at Ang Mo Kio but he overslept so i didnt wait for him.The traffic is killing me today, congestion everywhere.I was almost late due to the congestion at AYE but lucky i made it on time.2 guys were even later, they reached at 0930hrs.After the course, send my friend home.

Tomorrow will be back to work.No more free time like tonight, sitting infront of the computer and updating my blog.Going to stay in like usual.Book in on sunday and book out on Friday.Feeling kinda down now actually,i just suddenly felt these way.Maybe its because i know it will be going to be a long time before i could go home.

Guys, what do you feel about compromising and achieving ones goals??What do you think about leadership??Everyone have the potential to do something.sometimes its all about the sacrifies that you have to give.but at the end of the day when you achieve what you wanted its something worth celebrating.

Cheers

yawn

*yawn* What a day to start a week??Today, went to attend a course at Spring Singapore located at Bukit Merah Central.

The day starts like these, send my brother to school as usual and drove all the way down to Ang Mo Kio mrt station to pick up my friend.He was like 15 minutes late due to traffic congestion from Sengkang but he was kind enough to buy me breakfast...haha...Anyway, today course is about coaching skills.A 2 days course conducted by external facilitator.The programme is abit dry but im still able to absorb whatever is being taught as compared to the POI course i attended 1 week ago.The entire class was made up of commanders from 4 SIR so basically we know almost everyone.The course ended way beyond time at 1630 which suppose to be 1700hrs.Guess what??My parking fee was like 15 bucks, $1.50 per hour, plus the morning ERP 5 bucks and the 20 bucks coupon that i have to use and also the lunch.So it added up to like 55 bucks that i have to spend today for the course.2 days will course about 100+.Its really taxing but there is no choice.I still got to drive, attend the course and work.Sometimes, certain money have to spend.so well, i shouldnt be complaining.

Drop my friend at Ang Mo Kio and off back home.Was really a fast day i should say and i didnt do anything much.The day was still okay.Tomorrow, will be another day of lectures and stuff but thank god its not that dry.The facilitator follow the timing strictly which makes it better in a sense that we know at what time what is happening.

Next, was pondering over something just now.Something that somehow sooner or later i have to face. Something, i hope in time to come my parents will come to understand what im going through.The happiness that im looking for, the support their son needs.There is no need for me to elarobate.All i can say, times have change.Police started to wear long pants, soldier changes the way of fighting war.Thinking must change with the flow - as in modern and old thinking.

Thoughts in my mind

Hello...how you guys doing??i was making up my mind whether to update my blog few minutes ago and well i guess i should just post something.

Its been a long day i suppose. Pretty fine day, with nothing much happenings.Went for lunch with my classmates.Left around 1400hrs and headed to United Square, walk around and finally going home.

My mum asked me something that i was pondering about for a few days.Whether I wanna study again.Yes, plans were flashing in my mind asking m to go back to school.But there are certain things that is holding me back.Im still pretty confused how should I plan it out.I have worked so hard these 2 year trying to learn whatever i can to maintain my Annual Feedback Report to a grade B.And by right i should be getting my promotion this November.I cant give up now and disrupt for studies, but at the same time i cant waste anymore time.

Sometimes i do wonder why did I sign on in the first place??Yes, stable job, good income.I wont be what i am now if i dont sign on.No car, no worries of being broke.But I wonder have i been happy for the past 4 years.what have i achieved??I achieved a stable job and income at a very young age.Itz good, but how long can it lasted??What was the factor that made me sign on the contract??

Itz too late.I have signed the contract.Im bonded by the contract.every move i take needs serious thinking and planning as a career is at stake, a future is at stake.There is no turning back.Who do I blamed??My dad who sign the approval for me??myself??No, i cant blame anyone, i made the decision to sign the contract, i made my dad to sign too.

Sometimes, im in a total state of lost.Lost in a world that i dont even understand myself.I dont understand the surroundings.What people my age is thinking and wondering.The life that my peers are going through.Nothing comes easy i agree.not everyone have the same fate.Everything is being control by ourself.But why do i choose to walk this path??This path that make me so different from others.This path that makes me far away from people of my age.Sometimes, i dont even know what people of my age is talking about.I feel that i just came from Mars or somewhere far away.A total stranger.

Guys, have you even wonder what you will become or what will you even achieve in your life??Have you ever regretted what you have decided on and wanting to turn back time??have anyone suffer the same fate as me in a total lost state and trying hard to find your soul back in order to catch up with your peers??I realize i dont know anything anymore and i have little say on anything because i dont know what is happening.Does anyone understand??

Cheers

argh

Aaarrrggghhhh....okay...lets just face it.Im bored.Im super duper bored.Im stuck at home within the 4 walls.Cant work, cant go out.Itz killing me.All i can do is to face the wall, lying on my bed, watching television with no idea what itz screening, read a book till i fall asleep and sitting infront of my computer.Damn.

How i wished i wasnt sick.I just cant sit still at home.Im a active person dude.I need to go out and run.I need to clock my milage.Duathlon is coming soon and i have yet to train with the rest of the commanders.They are in the second stage of training and i have yet to do even one.Oh god..itz so pathetic.I will defintely suffer during the run or even the cycle.Sigh..

Time is passing so slowly today.Itz only 1600hrs.Humans brains are pretty weird.When one is working, they would wish to be on off or leave enjoying life.When one is on off or leave, they would wish they are working.Why??There are limited stuff you can do in Singapore i feel.Thou Singapore is a place when tourist stops by.Where do we have??Sentosa, haw par villa, CBD, etc.These places are just to bored for Singaporean like us.We should have our very own theme park, put aside Escape and wild wild wet.That is not a theme park, thats just a place for people to past times.Nothing is exciting there.We should have theme park like Australia, Hong Kong or even Malaysia.Why built a casino??waste of money and resources.People go bankrupt and more sucide cases.haha.There are many ways to attract tourists other then casino.Las vegas has one, Hong Kong, Macua.So whats the different between their casino and ours??

I wasting too much time.I should get back to school and study.After thinking so long.Yes, i wanna study again.Although, workin now is fun, lots of commitment but i wanna study again.Upgrading myself, for the benefit of myself.I should become a civillian again for a couple of years study and back to the force.I cant wait till my contract ends.Too long and too old.6 more years to go..i will be wasting too much time.Thou im still young but SAF is coming up with very appointment have a age limit.Even 6 years down the road im still a freaking platoon sgt.NoNo...these is horrible.

To someone special.Im going nuts.I miss you so much.1 more day to go..heehe..im counting down.

Guys, something to ponder about.Why casino and not theme park??Casino have age limits and theme park do not have.Everyone can enjoy thr fun and thrill.Joy is to be shared by everyone not only the adults.Anyway, its pretty weird when they first announce they are going to build a casino.I hate gamblers.Enjoy your day guys.Im still stuck at home.

Before I sign off heres a question for you guys to ponder.

what is the 25 parts on a male body which is useless??

have fun, i will post the answer after a few more blogs.You can place the answer on my tagboard.Sweetheart, you can keep the answer to yourself...heehee

Cheers

itz comin to an end

Hoho....chinese new year holidays have finally come to an end.Everyone is back to work and school.As for me, im still lying at home as im sick.Damn.Dont even know why am i sick.Drank lots of water and these year i ate the least.haha

Anyway, how was your chinese new year and holidays guys??mine was just normal, didnt do much visiting, we never did.heehee.Just went over to some relatives house and thatz it.Pretty tired thou, my aunt and cousin came over to my house and we gotta clean up.My dad is very particular about the cleanliness of the house.He cant stand the house dirty and messy.So as a good son i helped him clean.My brother and sister, sigh, needless to say, one is sleeping one is watching cartoon all the time.

Im now stuck at home wondering what can i do.Kinda bored thou as the past few days we have been staying at home.Both my mum and dad is not working and i cant go out as im on medical leave.well, it doesnt matter either.Nowhere to go anyway.

I was driving yesterday to holland to see one of the relative.There is this motorist kept horning at me.I was so pissed off that i block his way.I dont even know what the hell have i done wrongly.He just keep horning.As i was tialgating my dad from behind, the both of us just block to motorist.Never mess around with the Wong's driver..heehee.Okay, im crapping.I dont know what esle to blog anymore.Nothing much happened on the road or whatsoever.

Guys, hows your chinese new year??Everyone should be back in school and work.But guess what??im still at home lying down on my bed...haha...jealous??

May the forces be with you..crap

Cheers