yoyo

Hi peeps..here i am again...itz been 1 week since i last blog.Well, letz see whatz goin on for the past few days in camp.

So as usual, book in on sunday night.Before that went for my friend's weddin dinner at Goodwood Park.Met up 2 old friends, chatted to see whatz goin on with their battalion.One of my friend contract will be terminated with effect from next month.One more regular killed.A few of them goin to downgrade their PES statues due to injury durin trainin.Sigh..so many down.

Okay, so work was pretty okay.So Monday and Tuesday we didnt do anything much.Just cleanin up the area.Guess what, we book out almost everyday.Wow..this is the first time we get to book out everyday abd worse still we sleep the whole day.Haha...Tuesday we had 10km run, wednesday suppose to have 5km run but well boss not around.Thursday another 10km run. follow by Friday tiger trail trainin.So basically this week is all about runnin.

Next week the run will be increased to 12km and 6km on alternate days.This is to prepare for AHM which is in Sept.Men is comin in on the 19 June.ATGM platoon goin for course on the 22 June till 26 July.It will be pretty busy I guess because we have to take turns to come back to camp and talk to our guys.

Yesterday, 7 guyz was charge for fightin.2 more weeks to passin out and they are creatin trouble.Now they have to enjoy their stay in the holiday barracks.Haha..childish shit.7 vs 1..damn..called themself Ah beng??haha

Guyz, howz your work??Any funny and interestin stuff to share??Have a great weekend.

cheers

what on earth is happening??

Hi peeps...Itz a weekend again.Once again im sittin infront of the screen wonderin what to write.Many thoughts had came flashin into my mind.Unhappy moments, sad moments and moments where i cant explain my feelings.

Nothing much happened throughout the week.Slack, airport trip, duty and stuff.Today was spent sitting at home, doin nothing.Lazing in bed, walkin ard the house and starin into the blank spaces around me.What am I actually feelin??I donno..Sometimes, i feel im not appreciated.I finally came to light.I know what i want, I dont need anybody to appreciate what i hvae done and i dont even care what have i not done.I will just to stuff that is within my reach.No more doin extra stuff.No point gettin yourself wore out all over and people still treated you like shit.

I have wasted somebody life.I have made somebody suffer.Why must someone suffer with me when i can suffer alone??Itz better to have one person sufferin than two right??I have not done what im suppose to do.I have not given enough attention.Is it because I simply dont care or its within my reach??I guess its within my reach.I cant give you what you want.The happiness, the concern and the time.I have made you wait too long and i didnt appreciate it.So in return i cant asked someone to appreciate me too - no logic at all.

I hate all this feelings.Itz very terrible.It just choke up inside you when you cant express and blunt it out.Itz so suffocating.

Guyz, have a great weekend.

cheers

bluek

Yo peeps...before I sign in to blogspot I was sittin infront of my computer dazin.Thinkin what should I write today??It seemz that life is gettin dull each day in camp.I need some fresh air, new job and new environment.

Been thinkin alot these few days.Mood not really that good.Dont asked me why.Felt kinda cheated and stuff.I realise im startin to fear about my financial statues.I had never fear about it before.I have been controllin the spendin but the figure keep droppin.Every thing is increasin.Read the papers today??Bus fare is gonna increased again.WTH...after PAP won the election they increased the fares.God..what on earth is happening??

Itz been a hectic week.The nightmare of the commanders are here.The new wardrode are finally here.Carried like mad furthermore we have shortage of manpower.Tuesday and Thursday goin to the airport for some IMF thingy.Itz just a waste of time.Today, whole day slack in camp.Sleep the whole day actually..haha..

Well, im just not in a good mood to type anythin.Just hated this kinda feelin.I really hate it.It doesnt really concern me but im feelin so down.I cant change or stop it from happening.

Guyz, howz your day??It really sucks man.I feelin like shit.I just hate it.I felt so uncomfortable.Damn..just feel so cheated..............................

cheers

Vesak Day

yo peeps...It had been quite awhile since i last updated.Nothing much to blog actually and im just too lazy.

So how was the week??As usual been sloggin my life through.Monday nothing much happened, was in camp but everyone was having Monday blues.No one is actually working to be exact.We drag ourselves to complete the tsk given to us.Tuesday and wednesday was a long day.Went for this 'WITS leader course' held at PSB.Itz at Toa Payoh HDB hub.The course was rather dry and long.The facilitator just keep talkin and talkin.Well, my friend and I was like fightin with the ZzZzZz monster.Went for dinner,hang out for awhile and home sweet home.Thursday was in camp spendin time doin duty.Itz a book out day dude.This is the second time when the whole battalion book out and im doin duty.Itz pretty sickenin but well everyone have their fair share.

So today is vesak day.I dont celebrate vesak day as a matter of fact so I have one extra day break from work.I just hated work this few weeks.Wanna be a civilian.Relax and slack, do whatever I want dont have to worry about booking in and stuff.Arr.....when can I ORD??I just realise i can actually leave the army next year because i have completed my MTE.*think think*

Ehmm...today is the last holiday, the next holiday will be a long long wait furthermore my men are coming in one months time.Finally, get to scold and tekan them..haha...sound sadists man.

Guyz, howz your holiday??Itz a long weekend man.Guess you peeps are enjoying it.But think again itz gonna be the last one dude.Haha..

Cheers

been a while

Itz been awhile since I last updated this thingy here.so what has been happening fo the past 2 weeks.Been busy in camp trying to finish certain stuff and also training.

So work has been fun and tiring.Having all the commanders to work together to get things done so that we can rest earlier.Itz been some time when we see all the commanders got so engross with their work.A 8km route march last Friday almost killed all of us as we carried our platoon equipment.My platoon has the heaviest load, carrying the Spike CLU.It was no joke.First few kilometres was still fine but after the mid way point we are half dead.The weather was very hot.Imagine walking at 1530 hrs in the afternoon and our camp is located at a open area.But im proud of my platoon having to complete the march together.

Yesterday was suppose to walk 12km route march.We walk about 4.4km and it rain heavily so we have to make a U turn bak to camp.I was having a flu the night before.So itz like uniform is all wet,cold and keep sneezing.Itz pretty bad.RSM asked all the regular commanders a question yesterday.Are we going to stay throughout the mono??I was thinking.Do I wanna stay??Do I wanna levae the force in 2 years time??I thought of it.Im gonna stay and complete the 2 years with my man and leave the force.

My car is finally ready.Itz look as good as a new car.The dent is gone, the spray painting is done.Cost about 200 bucks to get it done.Ehmm...today is election day.Who am I going to vote??PAP or SDP??Im still thinking.Although, i dont even know who are the MPs for each party but well whatever.

Guyz, howz your work??Stressful right??Have a great day.Itz a public holiday..haha..

Cheers