Mentally tired

Yo peeps...this is it.1 week had just past with a blink.Many things had happened again.Family conflict, work conflict, friends conflict.Why is there so many problems??Why cant people solved problem peacefully and calmly??Does avoidin helps??

Im mentally tired.Tired from thinkin about lots of stuff and im down again.Havin flu and headaches again.But i still need to put up a strong front.WTH..Many task has been pass down to me today.My platoon Sgt will be out to Australia for trainin for a week and i will be takin over his job.He wont be back in time for Brunei trainin and again i have to take over his job.Meaning for the next 2 months i have to be a team commander and a platoon sgt.Lookin after my own team and the whole platoon.Plus im still havin problem with my contract.Damn...Just so tired, hardly able to get some sleep this few days.Been thinkin alot about certain stuff.There are just so many things to do and so many things in my mind.Im so freakin pissed off this few days.My attention spent each task was like 10 minutes??I have so much to do yet im not managin my time properly to get my stuff done.Im always gettin my "runner" to do it for me..

Life hasnt been easy since certain things had happened.Yes, life have to go on, time might eventually heal some things but how long??But every minute was a torture to me, how can i ever pretend that nothing had happened??why must we declare war??It isnt fun at all.You might be happy but im not.Part of my life is being ruin, therez no turnin back.Anyone could get me a job with what im earnin now??People make sacrifices for a reason and not for fun.Im really pissed off.Im tryin to cool down.Since when i get angry??This time im really pissed off and im angry over alot of stuff.

Guyz, have a greak week at work.