2 more weeks
Yo peeps, here I am again bloggin..What a week, pretty fast huh.Cold and wet week to live with.3 workin days for me because im on MC on monday and tuesday.What did i miss out??Nothing actually, just that i have some admin stuff to finish but well i had it done like in 15 minutes.
So how it went.My hand was pretty fine now, but guess what??I incurred more injury for the past 3 days.On Friday i fell off the swingin bridge durin SOC test and it hit and rib cage.It was slippery when i ran passed it, i slip fall on the bridge an as the bridge swing back it hit my rib cage.Not much of a problem but i just felt the pain, so i fall out and didnt continue with the test.Today, we had test again.This time round i injure my legs, yes, i shouldnt blame on anythin that cause my failure but sigh...it was damn sad..I was almost there but....well, no point talkin about it anymore.
Yes, 2 more weeks and im flyin off again to Taiwan for trainin.3 months ago i just return from Brunei and with just one blink im flyin again to Taiwan.This time to go with a mission, lots of mission to be completed unlike Brunei where i only cover lifeguard duty.This time round i will sleepin out in the field, carryin the load, climbin the hills,sweat it out, camo on and worst of all combat ration.Trust me till now I have yet to adapt to combat ration.The ration just sucks, every meal smell the same,taste the same.Just cant handle it.1 month of trainin there which will be long.Im just not lookin forward to it, but well i cant wait for the divin trip to Dayang when i return from Taiwan.Yeah...
On Tuesday, one of my trooper was sent to Dentention Barrack for the offence of 'Theft'.He just given a 10 days stay in there.Well, he is a average soldier.He isnt physically fit but his outfield discipline is there.What I can say that he is doin things without thinkin.Hope in turn over a new leaf when he is released.Finally, i got my team to work together.My 2IC is finally takin control of the team, the encouragement that he is showin.Everyone in the team is doin better than before.Thatz what i wanna see.Being there for one another and fightin till the end.
Now back to myself.9 more months and i can officially leave the force.Do i really wanna leave??Yes...Although now i have so much support from my fellow commanders but i know myself.i dont think im fit for the job.Im not physically fit for the job, i can be mentally fit, i can plan,control and exacute but thats not enough.I donno...I dont wanna fight ATEC but my team is startin to get on track i dont wanna leave them dyin with a new commander.But at the same time, i just cant take all the pressure and unfairness in the organisation.what should i do??Come to think of it i dont have much time to think anymore.Time just flies so fast.Headache....
Guyz, what should i do??should i be irresponsible and just leave??or should i just fight till the end till the mono ends??Sigh
Peace to the world
So how it went.My hand was pretty fine now, but guess what??I incurred more injury for the past 3 days.On Friday i fell off the swingin bridge durin SOC test and it hit and rib cage.It was slippery when i ran passed it, i slip fall on the bridge an as the bridge swing back it hit my rib cage.Not much of a problem but i just felt the pain, so i fall out and didnt continue with the test.Today, we had test again.This time round i injure my legs, yes, i shouldnt blame on anythin that cause my failure but sigh...it was damn sad..I was almost there but....well, no point talkin about it anymore.
Yes, 2 more weeks and im flyin off again to Taiwan for trainin.3 months ago i just return from Brunei and with just one blink im flyin again to Taiwan.This time to go with a mission, lots of mission to be completed unlike Brunei where i only cover lifeguard duty.This time round i will sleepin out in the field, carryin the load, climbin the hills,sweat it out, camo on and worst of all combat ration.Trust me till now I have yet to adapt to combat ration.The ration just sucks, every meal smell the same,taste the same.Just cant handle it.1 month of trainin there which will be long.Im just not lookin forward to it, but well i cant wait for the divin trip to Dayang when i return from Taiwan.Yeah...
On Tuesday, one of my trooper was sent to Dentention Barrack for the offence of 'Theft'.He just given a 10 days stay in there.Well, he is a average soldier.He isnt physically fit but his outfield discipline is there.What I can say that he is doin things without thinkin.Hope in turn over a new leaf when he is released.Finally, i got my team to work together.My 2IC is finally takin control of the team, the encouragement that he is showin.Everyone in the team is doin better than before.Thatz what i wanna see.Being there for one another and fightin till the end.
Now back to myself.9 more months and i can officially leave the force.Do i really wanna leave??Yes...Although now i have so much support from my fellow commanders but i know myself.i dont think im fit for the job.Im not physically fit for the job, i can be mentally fit, i can plan,control and exacute but thats not enough.I donno...I dont wanna fight ATEC but my team is startin to get on track i dont wanna leave them dyin with a new commander.But at the same time, i just cant take all the pressure and unfairness in the organisation.what should i do??Come to think of it i dont have much time to think anymore.Time just flies so fast.Headache....
Guyz, what should i do??should i be irresponsible and just leave??or should i just fight till the end till the mono ends??Sigh
Peace to the world
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